C is for Cultural Identities.
I was once on a six hour road trip with just me and my dad. To pass the time, we came up with a little game. What are the best and worst parts about your different cultural identities?
Here is what I came up with.
Best Part: I have a guidebook, and a Being always looking out for me. I don’t have to wonder about my purpose or why things are the way that they are because God is taking care of that, which is so reassuring.
Worst Part: Because this religion is a way of life, with self-improvement always on the mind, there isn’t really any room to plateau or take a break. I have to constantly watch myself and make sure I’m making use of each moment, which is tiring and does make me a little superficially envious at times of those who don’t follow a religion.
Best Part: The shared culture. Thanksgiving dinners. The universal smell of barebeques on Memorial Day and the 4th of July. The holiday season that I look forward to even when I don’t actually celebrate any of those holidays.
Worst Part: That we are all slaves to money and capitalism. Everything, everything, is driven by money in this country.
Best Part: I have the freedom to take control of how I learn about and interpret my religion. Because I don’t live in a theocracy, where the practice of Islam is governed by those in power, I have the freedom to learn and use my intellect to be critical of my sources and strive to find the most appropriate way of implementing the words of God in my own life.
Worst Part: My government is on a mission to paint the narrative of Islam as having some violent agenda. I’m caught in the middle of pledging allegiance to this country and sitting by while it defames my very way of life.
Best Part: From the food to the clothes to the weddings, we just do it better. Food has more taste, clothes are more festive, and weddings are just so much more fun than American weddings.
Worst Part: The colorism and racism is so painfully strong in this culture, which makes no sense when you consider the bigger picture.
Best Part: I get to enjoy the benefits of being American while having a lot of accessibility to very Indian things, like food or Mehndi or other Indian people.
Worst Part: Growing up and feeling left out of a lot of “American” experiences because our family is too conservative. Sleepovers. Going out with friends. Not having to report back to your parents on the hour every hour.
Best part: Within Muslims in the Midwest, I’m part of the cultural majority, which is a pretty comfortable place to be. The majority of our community looks like me.
Worst part: Indians are so attached to their cultural practices, and that can get tricky when your culture has very strong ties to Hinduism. There are so many practices that Indian Muslims have to unlearn because they don’t coexist well with Islam.
Best Part: Feeling connected to the racial majority in this country. I feel comfortable around White people because they too are my people.
Worst Part: Carrying the baggage of all of the truly terrible things that White people have done to non-White people throughout the centuries.
Best Part: I can claim roots in this country farther back than most non-White Americans I have encountered, which for some reason appears to be an advantage in terms of how legitimately “American” people consider you.
Worst Part: The overwhelming guilt and disgust at the name White Americans are making for themselves right now. I have never wanted to distance myself more from this title than I have in the past year.
Best Part: People, both Muslim and non-Muslim, seem to take you more seriously as a spokesperson for Muslims if you’re White.
Worst Part: Feeling invisible in the sense that Muslims often use “White” as a synonym for “Non-Muslim.”
Best Part: I get to experience the goodness of two cultures and attempt to shed the badness from each culture. I love experiencing Indian culture in terms of the food, dress, language and social fun, while being able to replace the patriarchal culture with the White culture of female independence.
Worst Part: I. Don’t. Know. What. The. Heck. To. Call. Myself.
Best Part: I am able to feel connected to both the cultural majority and minority of this country and relate to both experiences.
Worst Part: Feeling invisible in any of the discussions on race and culture.
Best Part: I think it is easier for me and my family to separate what is cultural from what is religious compared to other Muslim families who come from only one ethnic background.
Worst Part: There are very few people who understand why I live my life the way that I do, because in one way or another I separate myself from each culture due to my inclusion in the other culture.
*Note: I wrote the majority of this post about a year ago.
**I know, A to Z is over, but I still want to post the topics I missed over the course of the next few weeks.